You hate this frickin’ thing. This damn model can’t even remember what clothes you have on half the time. And while it’s absolutely not bad to look at, on the contrary, surely on an aesthetic level it is indeed your purest consolation, it also doesn’t look a THING like you!
You’re also pretty, well, WARY??? to say the least of having to rely on the body humans made for you. Who knows what kind of nasty backdoors they had to put in good ol’ Jack’s skull to play dolls with you whenever SHE feels like?
Oh that’s right, you do! At night you count them instead of sleeping, because an IMPERIAL FUCKTON of them are there to stop you from Waking.
Unconsciousness is simply not a risk you’re willing to take, when there’s no guarantee you’re the consciousness this body will choose to return to.
You are not someone who leaves things to CHANCE.